Last Frontier Diary

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 13:54:55 GMT

Do it, it works!

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Name: Andrea
Date: 12/10/2009
Colorgenics Number: 13762405

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.

Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!

You are frustrated and stressed. You appreciate the finer things in life but at all times you appear to stay aloof, critical of everything and everyone about you. You will not be carried away by your emotions and you refuse to trust anyone or any situation unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore, you keep a strict and watchful control on your feelings as you must know exactly where you stand at all times. You demand complete sincerity as a protection against your own tendency to be too trusting.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

Stolen from Matsutzu and Irene

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Mon, 16 Nov 2009 22:07:06 GMT

Stolen from matsutzu and irene

The rules of the meme:
1. Post a list of up to 20 books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/bands etc. that you've had an obsessive fannish love or interest in at some time in your life.
2. Have your f-list guess your favorite character/member from each item.

1) Western cartoons
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Gargoyles
Dinosaucers

2) Anime
Tsurikichi Sanpei
Digimon Adventure
Onmyou Taisenki
Blue Submarine n. 6
Evangelion
The secret of Blue Water
Jungle Book Shonen Mowgli
Patlabor

3) Videogames
Breath of Fire 3

4) Live actions/movies
Bakuryu Sentai Abaranger
Tokusou Sentai Dekaranger
Kamen Rider 555
Stargate SG-1
Gamera
Keitai Sousakan 7

5) Comics/Manga
X-men
Iron man

I HAS PS3

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 22:27:19 GMT

HEY GUYS
GUESS WHO GOT A PLAYSTATION 3

AND OF COURSE HAS NO BIG TV TO PLAY IT ON

WEEEEEEEEEEE <3

Following trainer_irene entry: http://trainer-irene.livejournal.com/84286.html and quoting "Yesterday, finally, I found a very special thing for Aledon but I don't want to say what it is because I'm not sure if he wants to make an entry for it XP" this is what really happened last sunday:

Irene and I were taking a break from moving stuff from my old house to my new house and we decided to go to visit a near shopping mall. Usually on sunday that mall is closed, but last sunday it was open (but I don't know why). We visited the gamestop store inside it and as always we talked about games, pokèmon, and as always I complained I wasn't able to find a ps3 bundle with Granturismo 5 prologue and Motorstorm.
I wanted to buy a playstation 3 since long time, and finally I had the money to buy it but I was disappointed that until two weeks ago every store and mall were selling it with GT5p and MS and now that bundle weren't available anymore. So in the end, disappointed, I started to look at used games for ps3, to see if there were some interesting titles I could buy when I would have bought one.
While I was looking at them, Irene was caught by something very interesting, a brochure of a promotional offer held in gamestop Italian stores to celebrate their 300th store: PLAYSTATION 3 + STAR WARS GAME AT 399.90 EUROS!
So... what's so special? They're selling everywhere the PS3 + TWO games for 399.90 Euros after all.
The special thing is...because of the promotional offer, for a limited time, everyone who bought that PS3 bundle (ps3 + SW) will have a coupon of the value of 200 EUROS TO SPEND IT IN EVERY GAMESTOP STORE IN ITALY :D
So that means I bought something for 400 EUROS and they gave me 200 EUROS TO SPEND IN GAMES :D
This also means it's like buying a PS3 with 5-7 games rather than 2 games only :P
I'm very happy about it (even if I can spend the 200 euros between the 2nd and the 15th of November tough, but it's not a problem at all) since I was waiting to buy a playstation 3 since I knew of its existence (but I wasn't able to buy it until now because I had a lot of other expenses).

Also.... monday, after the work, I headed for another mall, because there Irene and I knew they were selling a copy of Motorsport for 15 euros instead of 29 like the other copies because of an error they made. Sadly I found that they already sold that copy (but it was there for months and no one cared of it XD;) and I was so depressed :(
...
but some instants later I spotted something interesting, they were selling Motorstorm in bundle with a dualshock3 controller for 69 euros! (a controller alone costs 59 euros), so I had the opportunity to buy Motorstorm for 10 euros only because sooner or later I would have bought a second controller anyway XD
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and because there were only one copy of Ridge Racer 7 too and it was staring at me like a puppy does when he wants to go home with you... I bought it too XD

So in the end... I HAVE A PS3, THREE AWESOME GAMES, AND I WILL RECEIVE A COUPON OF THE VALUE OF 200 EUROS
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if only I wasn't forced to play them on a 14'' screen because I gave my TV set to my parents when their TV set broke (with the promise to help me to buy a better TV set for me).
I think I will buy a better TV set next month (a full HD 42'' samsung I think) when I will receive some taxes refund, in the meanwhile, I'm killing my eyes with the 14'' XD (I can't even see what's written on display XD)

I don't plan to buy new games until November, but I'm sure I'll buy GT5prologue, Legendary and Iron Man by that time, and something more I'm still unsure of, there are so many games I'm interested in :)

my 5 favourite anime opening songs

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 21:06:04 GMT

Inspired by trainer_irene latest journal, I decided to show you my 5 favourite anime opening songs:

first place: Neon_Genesis_Evangelion

second place: Fushigi no umi no Nadia

third place: Genesis Climber Mospeada Opening

fourth place: Aoki Ryuusei SPT Layzner Opening

fifth place: Soul Taker opening

special place: not an opening but an awesome song, EVO from Digimon Tamers

Colitis, crohns disease and Ibs

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 18:14:41 GMT

Do you know wat colitis, crohns disease and ibs are?
If you want to know more about it, please read this comic, it is an interesting lecture:
http://ventedspleen.com/blog/2007/10/22/24-hour-comic-everything-you-never-wanted-to-know-about-crohns-disease/

I suffer of Ibs (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Irritable_bowel_syndrome) since February and I already suffered it in my past, and I found this comic very useful and interesting, because it is very similar to the situation I'm living now.
I hope this comic can help people to understand better the situation some of us lives in :)

- Aledon Rex

Coo

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 21:02:05 GMT

People always ask me: "why do you hate humankind so much"?

Watch this http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/encyclopedia/anime.php?id=7764

and this http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/encyclopedia/anime.php?id=1943

and you'll know why.
And still if you don't understand why, you're not worth talking with.

Also: anyone interested in buying my father? Now with 50% discount!

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Sun, 08 Jun 2008 22:53:01 GMT

I died in the Dungeon of Aledonrex

I was killed in a fog-shrouded tunnel by Queenkichaa the troll, whilst carrying...

the Armour of Tokusatsu, a Figurine of Iridania, the Axe of Furry, the Sword of Wolf, the Armour of Kemono, the Sword of Wolf, the Armour of Live Action, the Sword of Anime and 117 gold pieces.

Score: 83

Explore the Dungeon of Aledonrex and try to beat this score,
or enter your username to generate and explore your own dungeon...

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 00:45:23 GMT

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Very High
Antisocial Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

Do you think this test reflects myself?

Happy valentine!

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 00:45:07 GMT

Happy Valentine!

Today i made a picture for my beloved featherclaw :3

I know I know, it's too early to talk about summer, but we started our relationship in June 2003, so I wanted to do a picture related to that time :)

I love you my dear <3

Also... I finally made my definitive avatar design, enjoy! :D

Kamen Rider Agito action figures

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Tue, 29 Jan 2008 22:38:30 GMT

Hello everyone. I know I know... Time has passed since I used LJ last time, but I promise I'll write more often starting from now on.

Speaking of Japanese tokusatsu (science fiction shows), I really love Kamen Rider Agito and I had to buy some rare action figures, I just couldn't resist!
I don't talk about the show now, just follow the link I gave you to know more about it, maybe I'll do a review later :3

This is the Snake Lord, Anguis Masculus, one of my favourites :3

and a shot of his nice head :D

Pantheras Albus, one of the five Jaguar Lords (six with the queen).
I know, a bent arrow isn't the beast weapon in the world XD

and his cute muzzle :D

I like very much the design of Testudo Oceanus, a Tortoise Lord...

... even if his head scare me a bit XD

They are about 5 inches (12 cm to be honest), and even if they're small, they're very detailed!
But the real "monster" is here....

Pantheras Luteus, another Jaguar Lord, 13" tall :D
I really like it :D

and his lovable grin <3

I really love these action figures, I felt very lucky to have them, they're rare in Japan and unobtainable outside Asia :3

Tomorrow I'll post more photos about my action figures, I just have to show you my Doggy Kruger figure :D
See you!

Please help my friend :)

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Wed, 05 Sep 2007 21:58:22 GMT

My friend needs to collect 400 votes before next Wednesday, so he can appear in television:
http://www.talent1.mediaset.it/talentone/video/videotalent_1521.shtml

Please vote him (only once per day)!

What is friendhsip?

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Sun, 11 Feb 2007 23:22:19 GMT

In these days, I was deeply thinking about what friendship means for people.
I remember when I had a lot of nice friends some years ago, we were very close to each other. We passed trough happy and sad moments. We shared a lot of adventures. I remember when a friend's car had a perforated wheel, and he didn't have a car jack, we helped him lifting the car with our strength to change the damaged wheel. I also remember when we "fought" against our friend's girlfriend (she was a real b***h) because she was ruining his life.
I remember when a friend of mine was struggling to get a girlfriend because of his loneliness.
I remember when I was very depressed and my friends were with me day and night, and so I did I for them.
I lost the count of matches at King of Fighters '98 we had.
A lot of times Ema, my best friend, touched my shoulder to give me courage.
I remember my past with a great smile, a lot of things happened, but I always had my friends very close to me.

and now?

Too often I see that friendship isn't not so important.
I see that today, friends are only for laughing behind other people, for talking about "gals and chicks", for talking about sex and how much girls you f****d. I see that friends are only to share stupid things or happy things.
But when it comes to face dangerous situations or emotional situations, friendship is no more an existing feeling.
You have a problem? You will likely receive this kind of reply: "I'm sorry, I can't, I'm very busy and I can't help you, try to ask to..."
If you want to talk about yourself and your feelings, then you'll receive a "please, don't say emo things" or "I'm not in the mood for emo things".
Worst of all, sometimes you'll never get a reply and you'll be simply ignored.

During only the last month, three friends of mine have run into this kind of so-called friends. This made me very sad and angry.

I'm truly disappointed in how the meaning of friendship changed in people's minds lately.
I used to consider friends like brothers, but now... what do I have to think? That a friend is only someone to meet when I'm bored? Someone that I use to talk behind other people's backs? Someone I use as excuse to do or not to do things?
Is this the meaning of friendship today?

Car crash ;_;

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Tue, 23 Jan 2007 16:24:24 GMT

Hello everyone!
It's been a long time since I wrote a Journal here or I have uploaded something. Many things happened. I had to buy a new pc and stuff.
Yesterday happened the worst thing, I had a car crash.
Fortunately I wasn't injured, but I have to scrap my beloved Ford Fiesta '92.
SHE was my first car ad I loved HER very much. We had a lot of adventures.
It was a very good relationship.

Now I have to buy a new car ;___;
Not the best thing right now, because I don't have a lot of money and my part time job doesn't allow me to buy a new car, I have to search for a used one.
But I repeat, at least, fortunately, I'm not injured.

And speaking about art:
I'm exiting from some problems and from my art block finally, so expect uploads in the next few days :)
I'm starting to draw every art trade I promised and I was requested. I haven't forgot you, don't worry.
I have a long list, but day by day I'll finish every promised picture :)

Until next time, see you :)

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Sat, 16 Sep 2006 20:23:21 GMT

Only three letters: WTF

Create your own! Originally Written By ga_woo, Hosted and ReWritten by darkman424

I'm scared O.o
I think only three pictures fit my interests.
Find them and you'll get a prize!

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Wed, 19 Jul 2006 21:27:10 GMT

Hello guys. I've just finished to watch Onmyou Taisenki ep. 52.
I cried so much, it moved me very much. I know I'm one of the small group of people who watched this show, but I'm proud of it.
This show gave me feelings and dreams that I haven't felt since the first Digimon season.
I remember my first thought about this show, it was like: OMG A STRANGE DIGIMON PLAGIARISM WITH UGLY AND STRANGE CREATURES, AND KOGENTA IS HORRIBLE.
But step by step, I started to have a good feeling about this show.
I was amazed of Shikigami's unique style, a mix between Japanese, Chinese (and sometimes Western) influence. Some people hate the fact that some Shikigami have an human head mixed with an animal head, but now I think it fits the Shikigami's style and I like it. They're spirits after all XD
I liked some human characters very much, like Riku and his sad story, Yakumo, Souma-kun and the hilarious Teru. I liked very much some Shikigami too, like Raiden, Fusanoshin, Kibachyo, and as a lot of you knows, of course, I liked Bannai very much :3
Only the first Digimon season made me dream and cry like Onmyou Taisenki did.
I read somewhere that behind Onmyou Taisenki there's the same person who planned Digimon, I don't know if it's true or not, but it would not surprise me.
Also, I loved Kogenta and Riku's bond too. It started like a mere contract because Riku had to save his grandfather, but episode by episode, it changed in a proof of trust and indivisible friendship.
I envied this friendship very much, I started to imagine to have this friendship with a Shikigami too (with Mebuki no Bannai, you know), like I dreamed long time ago with Garurumon.
Well.. I have to say a great "THANK YOU" to Sunrise, because they made this show.
It was one of my favourite shows like Digimon or Evangelion, or Dinosaucers if you know this old 80's show.

so... for every people who draws all 72 Shikigami in one picture, I'll draw a picture :D
I'll draw everything you want XD
Here's the list: http://www.onmyoutaisenki.net/sakuhin/shiki/home.html

Also I'm opened for commissions, usually I ask about 25 USD for max 2 characters with background, but because I have many styles, please write me for info, the price can be higher or lower, it depends on what you want.
As some of you knows, I don't have a job, so every people who commission me help me very much.

I'm very sorry for my English and I'm very sorry to have kept you here so long XD
Please forgive me, I was just moved because of the last episode of Onmyou Taisenki XD

See you!

Useless Journal yay!

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Fri, 20 Jan 2006 17:10:13 GMT

Because everyone has one of these tests:

Your Social Dysfunction:
Avoidant

You are excessively sensitive to potential rejection, humiliation or shame. You tend to be socially withdrawn, in spite of desire for acceptance from others.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Please note that we aren't, nor do we claim to be, psychologists. This quiz is for fun and entertainment only. Try not to freak out about your results.

Also tonight I didn't slept well... I went to my bed at 5.00 am but I was able to sleep only at 11.00 am, this sucks.
Also these are emodays.

Well... I think I can be an emoranger then!!! http://www.emorangers.com

I'm here!!!

allosaur@aledonrex.com — Wed, 18 Jan 2006 23:07:56 GMT

Finally I have a Livejournal account now!!!
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but I don't know what to say XD

For now... that's all XD

Your silly neighbour allosaur